我不喜歡這個世界，我只喜歡你

最近領悟的道理之一：
生氣不耐煩時先冷靜一下，到洗手間轉個圈吧。

道理在我無需發惡，道理不在我時更不應發惡。

千萬要記住的一點是，
the moment you raise your voice, you lose the fight.

最近領悟的道理之二：

希望別人多喜歡自己，怕他人不開心，擔心得失人……
結果很心煩，事事攬上身，又成了情緒垃圾桶；

怕自己做得不好，怕自己做得不夠。

同事說要學習多愛自己，姑姑也說「you live for your life」。

這段日子似乎更明白自己，

「人不知而不慍，不亦君子乎。」

最近領悟的道理之三：

仍然堅持某些信念和禮節，有時也問自己有需要嗎。

現階段的我原來成了INFJ，難怪如此寂寞。

but that's what make you different from others.

不要灰心﹗

that's what make the difference!

2018年快要完了。

Never End

Even a sigh can startle her now.

"Did you do anything to improve the situation?"
"I was too selfish to."
"Do not blame yourself. It is not your fault."
"Doctor, do you know the phrase 'amor fati'? I understand it, accept it and therefore learn that suffering is part of my life. Sometimes when my heart aches, sometimes when the other me sobs, I am reminded of the two latin words. It's my fate."
"Take a deep breath and calm down."

Another night has come. Outside the window stood a silhouette. The little boy extended his hand to her and together they flew to the rooftop. It was a cloudless night. They both stared at the clear sky but neither of them uttered a word. The boy did not say a thing because he was oblivious to the pain his friend was going through; the woman was silent because she was used to it.

"So are you ready to follow me?"
"Dear, it's the seventh time you have asked me. Maybe next year."
"I will wait for you. Remember it's the second star to the right."

Shhh...be quiet. Don't wake her up.